Tuesday, May 19, 2015

I'm Not Moving

Bismillah

Assalamualaikum

Tadi baru selesai Mathematics P3 and I was trully hit hard by this one. Susah sangat. Tapi mungkin bagi aku je susah. Orang lain selamba je keluar hall tadi. *sigh*

It is not that i hate maths. I freaking love mathematics. Masa sekolah menengah suka gila kot modern maths grand but, when it came to additional maths *sigh sigh*. Aku tak suka sebab aku tak boleh buat. Tried to kononnya buat suka tapi I ended up mereput atas exercise book.

SPM memang rezeki Allah SWT nak bagi. Memang trully from Him. Alhamdulillah.

Jejak jejak je ALevel, ingat dah takde a big tapi as well, ada lagi tapi this round bukan dia sorang Pure maths ONE tapi dia bawak abang dia, Pure maths THREE! *sigh sigh sigh*. They both tunggang terbalikkan me too well. They hit me hard. Too hard T.T

Harapkan paper Statistics 1 and 2 je sekarang ni. Sociology pun huwaaa harapkan paper 2 and 3 je. English pun tinggal paper 3 and 4 sobsss. Inshaa Allah.

Tiba tiba masa tengah buat paper maths tadi habis segala benda kemungkinan keluar kat kepala. Macamana kalau tak lepas cut off. Macamana kalau tak boleh fly. Tapi tiba tiba jugak teringat balik kata kata sahabat seorang ni. "Kalau kita tak fly pun kita still masih dapat scholarship MARA. Apa lagi yang kita nak mintak. Orang lain ramai lagi duk mengharap". Betul. Betul. Rasa macam lahai tak bersyukurnya aku. Tapi nak bagi ikhlas tu tak mudah kan.

Allahu Yusahhil :)

Fi Hifzillah and be happy

Assalamualaikum

ALevel ends: 14 Days

KMS/19052015

2 comments:

  1. all the best in your future undertakings dear...

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    1. Thank you so much sis. You too have a blessed and blissfull life insha Allah :)

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