Be Quiet

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Each and veryone of us, must have at least once come across this sentence.

"Kalau tak tahu lebih baik diam"

Aku cukup tak gemar orang yang cakap benda yang dia tak tahu.

Dia kat tempat lain dan apparently tak nampak aku lepas tu nak claim yang aku macam tu macam ni. Penat la nak buat buat tak terasa.

Just stop it.

Tapi bukan dia boleh dengar pun. Mungkin just let it be. Dah tak lama dah.

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KMS/01062015

It's The Day

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Finally, the day that ive been waiting for. The last day for my ALevel journey has finally come. It feels like theres no word can depict it. I am so happy yet still sad to leave everything that have been part of my life for this two years.

I will probably be missing my roomates. My annoying-but-i-can-not-live-without classmates. My teachers, pak cik isa which is our pak cik guard. I will miss him calling me 'ipaahhhh' from afar. 'Nak gi makan eh???' Tu je yang dia tanya kalau nampak kita nak keluar. Nampak naw muka suka makan.

Sedih. Sedih. But life must go on. This part is over yet a lot more to come in the future. And for sure it will be much much more challenging and at the same time teaching me to be more mature and wiser .

Last but not least, i hope that whatever will i get after this, i will be able to redha and accept it as Allah's best decison for me. Aminnn.

Till then please stay healthy and happy. Fii Hifzillah (:

Assalamualaikum.

ALevel has ended.

KMS/01062015

Two More To Go

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10 down, two more to go. For tomorrow we have Sociology Paper 3 and on Moday, English Paper 4.

Then it will be over. OMG ALevel is going to be over! I cannot wait. I wanna go home. For another three months app mereput kat rumah. Woohooo

Tak nak. Tak mau mereput. Nak jadi anak yang BAIK. Haaa baru betui. CHANGE PLEASE! ZAHIAH OR ARIFAH OR WHATEVER YOUR NAME!

Bye! As usual stay safe stay happy and healthy. Fii Hifzillah :)

Assalamualaikum

ALevel ends: 4 Days

KMS/28052015

Beauty Is Pain

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They say. And I am gonna admit it. I wasnt even trying to be one wearing any high heels or whatnots during the dinner. I just wore a pair of flats but my feet still ended up melecet. Sakit. Dah macam apa aku ke sana sini berkaki ayam tadi. Jatuh saham.

Eh ingat ada orang kisah ke. Kahkah. Bye.

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ALevel ends: 9 Days

A Level Batch 14 Dinner

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Yes! Malam ni atau dah semalam lah kot we had our farewell dinner. It was so awesome. With the theme: DASHING MEN IN BLACK MEET GORGEOUS WOMEN IN RED. Kelas kannnn...

Semua cantik cantik kacak kacak nervous hakak nengok sorang sorang. Yeah we had fun with the super delicious food and great performances.

Untuk our class punya performance, ada part kena bagi roses. The rule was one for girl and one for boy. Alamak macamana ni. Dah nervous tak tentu hala. Sampai que pun aku dah jumbled up and ke laut.

Then the time came, huwahuwa. Saat memalukan diri sendiri sudah tiba. Lagu start. Bangun. Langkah diatur. Yeayyy nampak Ikaa (le roomate). Bagi bunga. Lepastu blank blurr nak pitam. Kena bagi lagi satu bunga dekat lelaki. I repeat lelaki. A boy. Abah aku pun aku tak pernah bagi bunga. Okay nampak target. Tangan menggeletar tak nak dengar kata tak tahu kenapa. Muka awkward petala ke 17. Aku ambik jalan selamat. Sorry la aku pilih kau CF. Haha. Anggaplah aku bagi kat kawan kawan sekampung. Walaupun aku tau kau tak pernah kenal or even perasan aku. Kahkah kbye.

Penat. Muka dah berhias eye bag jenama Anna Sui *ok hambar* langkah keluar. Nak ambik hadiah from secret santa. Hmmm aku secret santa classmate sendiri.

Okay cerita pasal secret santa. Aku dapat nama classmate sendiri so senang  la nak risik ape yang dia suka dan dia adalah seorang perempuan. So lagi senang. Risik punya risik boleh pulak dia mintak beg Polo. I repeat POLO. Yang gambar kuda tu. Bukan cekelat angin kaler hijau tu. Kuasammmm. Hahaha. Tapi I tried to beli jugak lah bag tapi tak Polo lah. Eden torai eden torai. Tapi sekali last dia boleh mintak shawl pulak. Ini double kuasam. Haha. Nasib lah. Dah beli pun. Hope you like it. Even you might not be reading this post kahkah.

Okay aku pulak dapat cekelat. In a freaking heart-shaped box lulz. I dont know who was the santa but i thank you so much. If you ever happened to read this post  *berharap* bagitau lah sapa hangpa. Hahaha desperate nampak. *harapharapperempuantau*

Itulah cerita ALevel Dinner versi saya. It was a very spectacular event with a very wonderful crowd. One of my sweetest memories here in KMS. May the friendship last forever till jannah. Inshaa Allah :)

May you always be blessed. Stay healthy and happy. Fi Hifzillah :)

Assalamualaikum

ALevel ends: 9 Days

I'm Not Moving

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Tadi baru selesai Mathematics P3 and I was trully hit hard by this one. Susah sangat. Tapi mungkin bagi aku je susah. Orang lain selamba je keluar hall tadi. *sigh*

It is not that i hate maths. I freaking love mathematics. Masa sekolah menengah suka gila kot modern maths grand but, when it came to additional maths *sigh sigh*. Aku tak suka sebab aku tak boleh buat. Tried to kononnya buat suka tapi I ended up mereput atas exercise book.

SPM memang rezeki Allah SWT nak bagi. Memang trully from Him. Alhamdulillah.

Jejak jejak je ALevel, ingat dah takde a big tapi as well, ada lagi tapi this round bukan dia sorang Pure maths ONE tapi dia bawak abang dia, Pure maths THREE! *sigh sigh sigh*. They both tunggang terbalikkan me too well. They hit me hard. Too hard T.T

Harapkan paper Statistics 1 and 2 je sekarang ni. Sociology pun huwaaa harapkan paper 2 and 3 je. English pun tinggal paper 3 and 4 sobsss. Inshaa Allah.

Tiba tiba masa tengah buat paper maths tadi habis segala benda kemungkinan keluar kat kepala. Macamana kalau tak lepas cut off. Macamana kalau tak boleh fly. Tapi tiba tiba jugak teringat balik kata kata sahabat seorang ni. "Kalau kita tak fly pun kita still masih dapat scholarship MARA. Apa lagi yang kita nak mintak. Orang lain ramai lagi duk mengharap". Betul. Betul. Rasa macam lahai tak bersyukurnya aku. Tapi nak bagi ikhlas tu tak mudah kan.

Allahu Yusahhil :)

Fi Hifzillah and be happy

Assalamualaikum

ALevel ends: 14 Days

KMS/19052015

Light Bulb

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"Ada ke orang study kat sini dua tahun kena tukar light bulb study lamp?"

Menuju hari hari terakhir kat kolej ni macam makin banyak merenung benda yang dah lepas. Haihh. Macam nak balik sangat tapi macam nanti akan rindu ):

Banyak betul dapat berita kematian.

Maafkan saya ye kawan kawan sedara sedari semua.

May Allah bless. Fi Hifzillah (:

Assalamualaikum.

ALevel ends: 13 Days

KMS/18052015

Stressed

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It is not a good word. But bila satu hari kau rasa tertekan disebabkan one small thing tapi theres no way to go away from it T.T

Nak balik rumah. Time please run faster. Tapi study aku entah ke mana. Stress!

KMS/17052015

sentap

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lately, banyak sangat benda (read: peringatan) yang datang kat aku yang boleh kata buat sentap jugaklah. setakat sentap ngan kawan sebab dia lupa tunggu kita pi makan nak buat apa. buang karan. benda macam tu tak payah la nak fikir sangat kan.

macam yang  semua tahu jet jet ramai orang kenal aku kan. ok abaikan. mesti korang pernah rasa, ke aku je, rasa macam kita buat something macam okay je. amalan wajib buat je. sunat ada lerrr sikit sikit. tapi ni aku sendiri yang rasa benda ni bila kita sesuka je mintak doa nak itu nak ini. tapi our actions and deeds do not even reflect or show that we have been working like dmn hard to get all those things. haa macam alien tak bahasa dia. sila biasakan diri.

meh aku bagi contoh. benda yang orang lain mungkin dah lama sedar tapi aku lambat sikit. okay banyak. aku dapat whatsapp. biasanya aku tak layan sangat whatsapp panjang panjang sebab aku baca pun aku mesti lupa. okay dari yang panjang panjang tu satu ni je yang  aku ingat. see i told ya. pasal solat sunat dhuha.

okay solat sunat dhuha seperti yang diketahui umum sebagai pembawa rezeki dan semua orang mesti hafal doa dia kan. sedap kan, tapi apa yang nak sentap? yang menyentapkan aku bila dia sentuh kes tidur lepas subuh. and as everybody knows, sleeping after subh may lead to difficulties in getting rizq. meaning that it narrows your sources of rizq. can you guys see the contrasting situation there. while one opens the doors for rizq, the other one does vice versa. do we not feel ashamed for having our sleep after subh and let our rizq go away and get up again and ask Allah to give us more rizq. actually it hits me right at my face. then i sentap lahhh.

o allah give me some strength to make a change.

then tonight, while i was watching RM *tengah paper sempat lagi* i got a message saying that my friend's mother passed away. i was speechless clueless and just stared at my laptop. the images of my beloved parent, mama abah everybody at home were playing in my head. i was just sitting there doing nothing nor saying anything. until a friend of mine came and ask me whether i wanted to join them in surau for Yaseen and tahlil. i grabbed my jubah and scarf and followed them. during the Yaseen my tears just wouldnt stop. it kept rolling down. hingus apatah lagi. i was sad tapi apa yang buat aku lagi nangis is how strong my friend ni kawal diri dia. if it was me, i do not know if i can even get up and stand still like her. we waited for her until she was safely picked up by her cousins. but seriously, she is a strong girl.

Allah has said that death will come to you whenever and wherever you are. when it is time it will never be changed even for a second. every life will definitely taste death. oh Allah give us a husnul khatimah and not su'ul khatimah. allahumma aminn.

do pray for us. please be healthy and happy. fii Hifzillah :)

assalamualaikum

ALevel ends: 18 Days

KMS/15052015

espérer

Oh Allah

If it is not mine to be heard, listen to them. Grant their duas Oh Allah.

assalamualaikum

ALevel ends: 20 Days

KMS/13052015

replay

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assalamualaikum

hai peeps! whoaaa rasa lama gila tak tulis macam ni. nampak macam sibuk benar but honestly memang sibuk T_T.

haha bila tengok balik the way i wrote and presented my thoughts dari post dolu-dolu sumpah rasa nak gelak pastu cekik diri-sendiri. but somehow it shows how my thought and my writing become more mature chehhh (-.-)

lepastu bio kat tepi belah kanan tu bapak selfish. sape tah ajar. sesat betul! ada ke nak suruh orang hormat dulu baru nak hormat orang. tu la pemikiran tak matang boleh bawak mentality yang very low class yalls. jangan ehh jangan. but i will just let it be there. biar lagi seploh doploh tahun aku boleh tengok balik and gelakkan lagi diri aku. well gelakkan kebodohan and kesalahan diri sendiri for me in a way boleh sedarkan diri aku yang aku takyah nak sibuk ambik tugas nak judge orang sedangkan kesalahan aku tu tak cukup masa nak sendiri muhasabah. cuma aku harap aku cepat sedar bila buat kesalahan.

paper ada lagi lapan berbaki. the nearest will be on 14th of May which is lusa. lusa. lusa. bunyi macam jauh tapi kelip pah kelip pah hmmm masa macam tu je habis TT.TT nothing but your doa doa doa do I wish for. inshaa Allah i will try my best. yes!

nak tulis lagi tapi masa mencemburui kita. *skema (read: cool) is my style. lepas ni mungkin ada banyak masa untuk so i boleh selitkan masa to update my blogs. well till then please be happy and healthy.

do pray for us and have a great day. Fii Hifzillah everyone. may you always be blessed.

assalamualaikum

ALevel ends: 21 Days

KMS/12052015